the main thing i hate about christmas is the fact i am too poor to buy lovely gifts for all the sweet people in my life that deserve them
Our old house had a really long driveway and all my life I’ve had nightmares about a black truck driving up it and me running into the house and locking the doors but failing and it’s so scary idk why
what i’d really like is for someone to objectively watch me for a week or so and then just sit down with me for a few hours and explain to me what i am like and how i look to others and what my personality is in detail and how i need to improve where do i sign up for that
I want to know myself from a stranger’s perspective.
I wish I was creative but I’m not at all like I love painting and drawing but I have no creativity like I literally only paint/draw characters someone else designed And not being creative kind of defeats the point of being a decent artist lol